your actions prove to me that I'm just none other than a back up plan. it's just too obvious for you to deny. well what can I say anyway. all I know now, is that it's time to let go. 

the worse thing I did ytd was to take out my old phone and read through our old conversations, I swear that hurt a lot. but it made me realize, what a fool I was. honestly I don't know if I should be angry, sad, or even laugh at myself. 

now I know, where it all went wrong, it wasn't only just me, it was you too.  all those times I blamed no one else but myself, hah, I should've known. 

I wish you could've told me though. I wish you didn't say all those things you said behind my back. I wish, that this was all but a dream. 

I guess there's no use to look back at the past but focus on the future. who knows, we may still end up as friends, no high hopes on that though. all that's left is our memories. good or bad, they would be remembered. 

时间到了，应该放弃。我相信你不会不舍得。I wish you the best of luck, friend.